I Don't Know What I Want

I don't know anything right now. I don't know what I want to do. I don't know who I want to be, or even who I am right now. I don't know why I am so fucking emotional. I don't know why hearing a song can make me burst into tears, or a memory can make me laugh until I can't breath, even if it wasn't that hilarious to begin with. And I don't know why I feel so completely out of control right now.